Intoxication.

As my facebook status explains..Deodora Derek rant - i need to stop smoking but i can't and i oddly enjoy it. intoxicating myself with harmful shit isn't enough to put me off. Why do we smoke? isn't it enough seeing other people die from smoking, or people getting ill. Even people who don't smoke are suffering by the cause of passive smoking(sozzzz people). Perhaps this will seem more convincing if we reveal a personal secret: We ourselves do not smoke at all. We may be missing a great deal. That is how i see smoking as, if i don't do it im missing out silly really. I wouldn't take any drugs(sniff or inject) smoking is a universal desire for self expression. What is the nature of this psychological pleasure? A substitute for our early habit of following the whims of the moment; it becomes a legitimate excuse for interrupting work and snatching a moment of pleasure. If you sit back for the length of a cigarette, you feel much fresher afterwards. It's a peculiar thing, but I wouldn't think of just sitting back without a cigarette. I guess a cigarette somehow gives me a good excuse. As I say needing to stop smoking do I but its of the impossible. When older regret with hit the descision i make so best I make the right one.