inconsolable feeling.

spending time tidying the place in which is i stay in most of the time and has left it even more warmfull.. With the wind picking up outside and the rain brewing to hit on the window pane I get the feel I'm in for a winters evening. Matilda .. the best childhood film to ever be made its followed by a happy ending. being content with things just leaves wishing.. wishing for someone to be here to spend minutes and hours in company with me. Becoming rather lonely at times starts getting boring and horrible.. but its something that i have got use to. The beauty of being alone is finding someone who can cure that inconsolable feeling.