sometimes in life.. you run across a love unknown without a reason it seems like you belong.

You make me feel so small, and i hate myself for letting you.
you are vulger, you really are.
When you come to understand that life isn't handed to you on a plate, and that you have to earn the repsect of others then you might appreciate the people you 'HAD' in your life.
If this world gives you all that you want, then you're the incompetent one.
i'm done.


my guitar has kept me company all night long, i love it.

it's like a winter's evening, and i like it.

If this weather was to stay like this for a while it would be awfully beneficial, but i would rather sunshine as christmas and celebrations around that time are times to experience the cold and be snuggled inside with the fire on watching tele and being wrapped in your duvet not half way through june. I appreciate this weather, thunderstorms, rain, wind.. but only when i am located inside.
it's been a horrible day today and i could really use a wish right now.

old age language, old age english, old age folk music why is everything cool in the past.
The 16th and 17th century were offering peacefull music out to the attendances of a ball.
It was all live back then no pre recorded music.

I would enjoy travelling in previous time to catch a glimpse of this.

It seem's i have lost my voice.. Well really it's there but it's husky (I just said this out loud to just double check it was still husky) now everyone is going to think what are you doing. I have repetative strain injury from work, this is a bugger because it makes it difficult for me to type etc at fast paces. I have a stinken cold and i had an exclusive dream which consisted of phil mitchel climbing a rope hanging from a tree last night. It's been a struggle to get up recently with me working 24.7 and having college. I passed one of my portfolios wednesday though that was a pleasent surprise.. just need to wait to be told whether it has been passed with a merit or a distinction. BIG BROTHER is shit this year but im going to watch it whilst i eat some cereal have a nice day bloggers.
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Florence you babe.
I simply want to corress you're body whilst the harps are playing in the background lush.

This isn't healthy, I don't care

I don't want to eat anymore.
yet i feel obliged to eat.
I'm not going to unless it's fruit or veg
simple.

Smells like roses

R.I.P - abreviated for rest in peace. This is of which I know you are doing, entering people's dreams and thought's and nothing can be downed upon when this occurs means everything being sent to you is positive. People were correct when they mentioned you would never be forgotten because you're beautiful cast of light shone and stuck with people. I'm listening to the song thinking of you.. it doesn't have the same meaning as to why I and everyone else are thinking of you but I can be sure of one thing, If time could be changed, I would keep you in the cuboard by my bed and only ever let you out when you promise you would be carefull.

I love you my beautiful soul, and one wish is to meet the other 6 people.
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