Is in a hideous mood today, it contains no agression no emotion no effection nothing. Its as dull as a cloudy day. This time last year we were on a boat on the river for my birthday, we were sipping starbucks and spending everyday together.. We still to this day carry out are antics but not as often as i would of hoped for. No one will ever understand how much i would kill to go back to last year. There wasn't a day where i didn't hear your voice, and seeing you on saturday and being told you missed me just led me to believe you still loved me. The benefits of us now are brighter then i expected back then, and also more positive but this doesn't go without saying i miss you. Dec was the last month we spent everyday together, and how things change snowball fights was it? walking into your fridge and you stealing my dunk which i still to this day haven't got back but i still have the love heart that you gave me.. i also believe i owe you something which you won for 50p right? no one would understand half of the things that contained us and who we were because we were a private couple and this is what i loved. I know your happy as you told me earlier and this gave me the intitiative to go and be the same.
i always wonder what it would have been like if we were still together
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