I never ever expected to feel like this for you, i expected it to just be a one of thing, but with out the hassle of certain individuals it has been a glorious month. I'm scared to loose someone who i trust 99.7% but i know i can trust you 100. Your a beautiful person and your arrogance makes you the strong person that you are. We have all had problems with relationships in the past but it doesn't mean we live in the past we move on experience an extent of one end to another.. i don't trust you'll be single for a while, and if i was you i would play the field but because i know I'm the only one on that field it right now that makes me ten times more worried about when I'm going to loose you. We both having different view on this 'friendship' and I'm not going to lie mine have changed rapidly over the past week, but it's not to say i want to act upon them because w.e i do i know I'm going to get hurt. I never think before i say things, and your are correct in saying i jump to conclusions which most of the time are wrong but its only because as i say I'm scared. my self confidence gets knocked and my ability to trust gets in the way..please don't ever hate me because now were friends i couldn't imagine not talking to you everyday, or having that phone which is exactly the same ' hi Sid , hi, hi Sid, hi Kane. What you doing Sid?, etc etc' you know where I'm going with this don't you? basically you've become a big part of my life and i don't want you making a vast exit our sex is glorious, and i feel it consists of a lot of passion so being's as i like you i want you to stick.
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