We're so arrogant, aren't we? So afraid of age, we do everything we can to prevent it. We don't realize what a privilege it is to grow old with someone. Someone who doesn't drive you to commit murder or doesn't humiliate you beyond repair. This is the time that some real thought went into the changes i want to make against all conspiracys. I dont want to be how i was a few months ago, and YOU wouldn't understand as i never explained.. plus you'll only critise me for it so i choose to keep this one quiet, but if you understood the lack of trust i now have to any guy that approaches me then maybe you'll have some pre conceved idea in which you wish you had followed through. I should be to young to even know, maybe to strong to grow weak and possibly lost but will always be found, but strangely enough i feel as though im going to drown. Why do i have to grow up and have responsibilites why can't i be young, 'cute' and carefree BLURGH.
We allow our ignorance to prevail upon us and make us think we can survive alone, alone in patches, alone in groups, alone in races, even alone in genders. with you It's often just enough to be with you. I don't need to touch you. Not even talk. A feeling passes between us both, Yet i still feel alone.
i like you.