confusion is all i seem to be attempting to figuring out at the minute?

everything seemed so lit upon yesterday now today i have a dull grey cloud hovering above me asif i have done something terribly wrong and someone is trying to punish me? telling me not to be so exclusive, i wish i knew far more detail about why i feel like this. maybe a iconoclastic individual has lead me to feel like this? or a new regime i have undergone? oh please give me some significant answers.