i havent been on here in ages, maybe thats because i seem to be visiting the local doctors too often this is to anticipated though.

i have lost hearing in one of my ears, but oddly this is helping me see things alot clearer, im not too sure whats wrong with it it was fine before, but previously things were alot worse then just loss of hearing.. things now seem to be picking up im finding my way in places i feel safe.

We all learn to make mistakes running from then without no directions, gradually feeling weaker with the mistakes going full speed ahead, but as i say things are looking up, im on a positive streak with my education, im working and recieving a steady income for the things i want, and what i think i need, there is just a few things i would like to make everything alot better and thats 'you' and my best friend back in my life.