into the wild.

it becomes and often occurence for me, when im carrying a tune in my head when its blocked by images patching together from previous moments on the time line. i was always told that ' the core of a man's spirit comes from new experiences' so whats the aspect to a womans core. i was also told 'you dont need human relationships to be happy god placed it all around us'? this means we can find happiness wherever right? the thing that enlightened me most was the irony of how at the end of life you see yourself running into open arms like the open world of millions, filled with memorys of the past, the smiles of those who are grateful for the courage that has been following them ' when you forgive you love, and when you love god shines his light upon us' would you be seeing the unhappyness of dying or would you be reminising on the spirit that lies ahead? some people feel like road kill, soldiors, prisoners, feeling like they dont deserve love, they walk away quietly into empty spaces attempting to close gaps in there past. i read ' how important inlife it is not neccisarily to be strong but to feel strong.