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Lowestoft, England, United Kingdom
were all afraid to die right? but for all we know its a long time coming, live hot die hot.

Wednesday, 20 January 2010


everything seems to be on the way to a perfect production being complete with its kind, without blemishes or defect. Without lack of knowledge i seem to be following a broad lane, im following my eyes across defined perfection..


Today i dressed as a scruffy art student i sweeped my hair back, i had a polo top on with my jumper which has ruled my wardrobe and i bunged my dirty faded white fred perrys on, i didnt feel the need to impress today as i only wanted to get on with the education. I woke up at 6.30 from a dream which had so much beauty in it, to a dull day i could feel the cold when i left my duvet to go and freshen up.. i asked my father to make a chicken and mustard sandwich he failed at this and made a ham and mustard sandwich yet i dont eat red meat!!!! i hoped on the bus with my bright orange headphones hanging from my ears i handed my bus pass to the driver' who was the gentlemen who made me smile last night due to his politeness' and sat at the back ( this was my usually place of self ability to see others from a different distance, i could work out the way there personality was by the way they were acting as i couldnt hear anything with sweet melodys confusing my mind ). All the way to the rumbold arms i sat and thought i viewed the fields out of my window i drove past his house not even realising.. i didn't care i wanted today to be hassle free. i got to the rumbold arms and hoped of the bus the gentlemen was still showing regards in his manners, speech and behaviour. Studio 2 is where the activities part my knowledge i had 4 hours of theory to lok forward to yay..

i wrote a story about a younge boy who's mother had cancer, he fell in love with a girl who made a promise to him when his mother died , that was she would make him her main responsibility. this made me realise that things weren't so bad it may only be fiction but my non -fiction life didn't seem to bad..


on the bus home i still sat there listening to melodys, i looked at the views once again whilst sitting at the back, the art student looked paid off it made me feel extrmeley positive. i have arranged a trip to cambridge next weekend for a change, im having my locks re done, maybe a change in colour? im out this weekend to celebrate someone's birthday and i have a whole summer which will i will make my summer to look forward to, as i say a dress down say is always a brightner note.

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