& you never were, and you never will be mine.

The true beauty of wanting something/someone always plans out to be the expected. That being you try your luck and most of the time your luck isn't so lucky. Having you around is lucky enough, but its more the number 6 then the lucky number 7. You will never know all the ways i have tried, and the more ways i want to try, yet i seem to be helpless and wishing is just no good.

Blowing candles out on birthday cakes, wishing upon the only star to shine. Its not worth the hope of getting what you wished for. Someone opened up to me today who i never expected would. He was honest with me, and i in return with him, i didn't go into great detail with him about my understanding to his point, but it was worth the explanation i got which then bought me to you. I know you share the same view on a certain subject which most males would try and defend unlike you, i will remember everything you have said and i will act upon that more then you will think. I'm listening to a song that will define us in a few months time. Thing is i dont want that rawrrrrrrrrrrr.