i'm mentally weak and unstable.
that is what it is, it defines everything about me.
i run when things get tough, i get scared when people attempt to get close to me as i fear for my self and try to protect getting hurt. The most simplest of things bring me down, and i'm unable to understand why. I just guess, and question what is wrong with me and this place i'm in has been introduced to me feeling that everything can take me due to previous events that i would never wish upon anyone else. It's clear that i am not the most positive person, and i wouldn't blame you for running away from me now, i honestly wouldn't. Whether it would hurt me, would be better then hurting you because i'm already prone to being hurt. I set myself up for failure and if i don't fail then its an unexpectedancy. i need to remove myself from this place but it seems so tempting to stay here, its so crazy but being here is the only thing that i am.