LAZ.

Buhrmann.
This is the most inspirational thing i have ever listened to. Is it possible to succeed in doing everything he says. The most beautiful thing i have ever been told, and yes i listened and i listened hard. I've been researching so many different theories conspiracys, inspirational speeches, murders/deaths, abductions everything. i can not express how much i want to get somewhere with my life. I may only be 17 but i have had a dream since i was a little girl to live in america and once i complete uni i will live in america, i HATE lowestoft, there is nothing here for me, and i would be willing to leave this town to be an independance of my own, in america. I will do it someone please let me do it.

get to know your parents you never know when they will be gone for good, be nice to your siblings there the best link to your past and most likely to stick to you  in the future.
understand that friends come and go, except for the precious few that you should hold onto. Live in NYC once but leave before it makes you hard. Travel except certain inalian truths.
be carefull who's advice you abide but be patient with those who suply it.
Don't waste your time on jelously.
April the 18th 2010, i have lost the bond i had with a special friend, who i would keep patient for him to offer me advice, i would let him dispense this, but i am going to understand the power and youth of myself, and see how much possibility lies before me. Don't worry about the future, the real troubles in your life are the actual things that never cross your life. Do 1 thing everyday that scares you. remember compliments you recieve, forget the insults. keep your old love letters throw away your old bank statements. I'm going to realise one day im a child, i'm not an aldult what i do i won't congratualte myself tomuch. Enjoy your body, everything you can do with it, its the greatest instrument you will ever own. i owe alot to myself for the way i have been, but it only makes me stronger. I will live in america one day, whether i be an adult or a child, but i will only ever leave a place if im 100% ready.

I'm ready for the crisis.