integrity

completely wounded, weening of the fact i'm alone and terrified.

thrown into a state of confusion, desperation and fear.

I'm frightened at a gentle pace, as if im expecting to come upon something asif by accident.

Walking along with an unsteady mind race, it like walking the tight rope.

I think about death 24-7.
If i said i hadn't thought about death upon myself i would be lying, i think about the picture of words and often wonder what statement would be true. If only it didn't involve death to show the differences in peoples mind.
The 1 thing i know about is how much he wouldn't care, if i was to die, you wouldn't regret being an asshole, and you wouldnt moan and wish me back. The one thing youregret is ever meeting me, and you would appreciate other people's loss.

this sickens me.