call me.

I have never felt more alone. I miss you so much. My ability to get on with things is becoming more and more harder. Why does everything seem to relate back to you, that in itself makes it harder for me to accept. Looking back through posts letters and picture it hurts. I really want to hear your voice like that surprise call you did for me on halloween. I want you to feel hurt the way you did last year the way you felt it was all your fault and how you gradually started to realise you wanted me. Want me again please.